Two Christs era
I've been more than blessed. I can't elaborate on the reasons, but the one thing I've dealt with is writer's "block," which I will term 'vyzziblock' and use interchangeably.
Vyzziblock: An artist's vision block or writer's block caused by internal, external, and/or environmental factors. A term used to describe the artist's state of motivation or plausible state of mind during art-forming which has been interrupted or corrupted. This means you are out of sync with your god spirit and out of sync with the spirit of Two Christs and the GODHEAD.
Vyzziblock can be the artist's perpetual condition if we let it. To me, it means I have locked or have blocked myself by stepping away from the LORD God and Christ Jesus my guides. There are a myriad of reasons your vision for your art can be blocked but usually the square root cause is you have lost belief and faith.
If you allow yourself to be blocked, you may have unfinished business in your peripheral cognizance or it can even be more deep seated and rooted. Some blocks can be pre-occupation with your sense of security, how will you eat? live? drink? take care of your children/family? how will you cure your disease or afford your medications? How can you keep, maintain or find a job? How can you optimize self so that you remain competitive in an ever changing and dynamic environment? These are everyday nuances and worries that are designed to cover the path towards spiritual freedom. It isn't that they do or don't exist and are tangible or intangible, it is that you are forgetting that these are all tests of your belief, designed to attack your faith, for this is temporary and lasts as long as mortality depending on what it is you allow to block you, or depending on how long you allow it to block you. If you try to divide your vyzziblock, you will get a remainder which is still a block, and many times vyzziblocks are multiplied instead, and you become obsessed with perfections in a world that is imperfect.
How do you over come vyzziblock? Seek prayers as I did, genuinely seek it and make it a habit to seek Christs and seek the LORD. Make no demands of the LORD God or Two Christs, rather, bring your issues in prayers and be patient. Remember belief? This is truly one instance where you are tried as I was, and you can be tried for as long as the LORD requires. I was tried for 37 years, the exact age it took me to begin full manifestation of Christ in Jesus Christ, in the LORD God, and I am still tried everyday even with belief and faith. I see blocks as art that's trying to make sense; worst case scenario is the fallen one Lucifer and his hosts are looking to capsize your belief and faith. You don't know it yet, or are unaware of it, but you are worried about your mortality. The thing is, this is a constant from the moment you are born even though you do not recognize it yet. It isn't readily discernible until you begin going to school, begin nurturing a career and begin getting a good measurement on the world around you, then you begin to notice something is off about your existence and how precarious it is. You are afraid, that's why you don't mention or talk about it because you are afraid you may "jinx" yourself, and you begin to wonder if anyone else notices the time ticking away. What else is this ominous notice? the ominous notice is that you are mortal. I might also add, that you are bogged down with worries because you are in bonds you are yet unable to identify or you may be able to identify, you do not believe in Jesus Christ nor I Tracy Christ, that through us, the LORD God will save you into a life immortal where you never worry or die again.
No matter what obstacles I face, I cannot consider that GOD gave me my art and talents just so I can block my own vision and its the same way for you.
Suppose my block insists, its going no where, and no matter what...I will be blocked. Nothing will come out. No art, no words...blank, to that...I'll wait for it to comprehend in whatever way it can, that I trust the LORD God, I trust Jesus Christ, and I trust myself that they ordained me to be who I am.
One reason for the volatility of your existence is lack of belief and faith. Everyone then begins to fight for a piece of a mortal pie, to eek out a mortal existence that will end. In my opinion we are not designed to be held back as a race, but if you factor in lack of faith, none belief, cruelty, lack of empathy and no compassion for your fellow humans, constant breaking of the LORD's Commandments, and an uncircumcised heart towards righteousness by those whom are in the devil's way and are antichrist, then that is a recipe for decline in humanity.
If I belong to the human race and I do (until my GROOM the LORD GOD takes me from Earth), and have all the human attributes, then that means, a block has no power over me, for neither do I lack faith or belief. You can let this philosophy work for you but at the end of the day talk is cheap, you either believe or you don't, you either have faith or you lack it, and you live by the example you set. If you lack belief, you will lack faith, wisdom, from any lack of those comes the lack of understanding, knowledge, the power to love, giving will seem artificial and unfulfilling, you will experience spiritual rigidity and inner misery, which is the sense that something intangible is missing and continues to evade you no matter how much you smile and try to make light of it.
The truth of the matter is life will throw the blocks and challenges at you because it is life. It is not meant to be smooth sailing. Blocks hope you fail so it can win. If you are the artist of an empowered destiny, then a vyzziblock should only slow you down temporarily or not at all, but do acknowledge it as its there for a reason, and faith and belief is what gets you through and around it. Do not own it, this is one of those times where it is okay to foreclose on something and find no relation.
You do not need to acknowledge the reasons as much as you need to acknowledge the block itself first and sometimes there are more than one blocks, or blocks everywhere. Just remember not to let your blocks become apart of your make-up, or you risk making vyzziblock a habit.
Here is the other thing about vyzziblock. It can actually be a good thing in that it can help you to grow and overcome. If you find it to be a frustration, it's because you have somehow elected to not bring the matter to prayer again and again.
Vyzziblock can be subtle. It can be like a feeling you get where you think, or perceive you have nothing to give for the moment. I assure you it's the furthest thing from the truth, because if you are apart of the human genetic code, then you know there is always something for you to give.
Blocks can be multilayered, meaning you can't find exactly which block is preventing your art from shining. When you find that patches are missing from your glory, leave it alone. If you go searching for missing patches when the time isn't right this just gives it a reason to run from you and you find you are going around in circles. Let it come to you and identify itself, it will because it wants to thrive, this is your opportunity to refuse it or bargain, as in, if it doesn't present an ostacle or interfere with your art, then you may be able to give it some credence for the experience it presented. Otherwise, its just not ready for you, or you aren't ready for it, or it's not meant for you to desseminate at this point in time.
You can piece together as many strings in the universe of life as you can, but if you find there are missing pieces, why chase them? Its your life, if its ready for you, it will come back to you with extra lessons.
Overcoming blocks can take time, breakthroughs can surface at any time and you have to be ready for them or you will miss them and sometimes they are the vital missing link. It can mean you should move away from your tallies for the time being, pray for strength and guidance, and deal with a more readily accepting version of yourself, then make that be your break through for your block.
In turn, you are led through journey after journey until you find your way back to what matters the most which is faith in Two Christs and in the LORD God which is the way to eternal life.
I am Queen Christ Tracy Ann Lisa Williams Patterson l, I can be referred to as Queen Christ, Christ Tracy or Tracy Christ; I AM SHE the second Christ of the flesh. Welcome to my site blog and Readings pages in the Gospels of Two Christs in the GODHEAD 1NE3RINITY GOD the FATHER KING LORD God, GOD the SON PRINCE Lord Jesus Christ, GOD the BRIDE I QUEEN Tracy Christ, and GOD the HOLY SPIRIT. On this page I will catalogue things and pivotal moments that have made me who I am as Christ Tracy and about my ministries. I am directed by the Holy Spirit of the LORD God of Israel at all times. Also, some of the things I say on here may be understandable and some may not be, my readings are created as the LORD God of Hosts directs me, and I am servant to the Prince of the Realms of Heaven Lord Jesus Christ, the crucified and resurrected, also, in one with his gospels and teachings and the prophesies of the Prophets, Saints, and Martyrs.