More about stars and how necessary they are. Let's summarize a few notable systems that we all know already or may not know. The Star of David is one of our most prominent star systems in the universe. The Solar system is weaved and webbed together by a set of intricate, sustainable, valuable, vital, unbreakable and important laws not made by you or I. If I say something on here that you don't know or don't understand, it's because it came to me just as visions and dreams came to the prophets before me and you who were and are artists in their own rights.

There isn't anything I can do about how it is translated on my blog it just is. I can only translate as best as I can, and can't answer questions about my summaries other than to say you have to read what I write and it stands as that. Nothing can be taken way, very rare that I can say something and take it away although that is possible. That's only possible if I made a mistake, which I am human, and need to rewrite or rework it so it can be more comprehend-able to the reader if you read my blog at all. My answer to any questions that may arise is this, "We are all connected and you should pray." That's all I can say.

King David's Star is magnificent and powerful. It's magnitude is between 10,000 and 50,000 times bright literally in all directions. It appears that sometimes it can just be laid back at 10,000 and something unexplained can trigger it to become at least 50,000 times in every direction. It has flames in the middle, but not burning flames, it's flames range from warm to cool to cold. It changes colors from white at 10,000, to blue at about 25,000, to red at about 30,000 to 35,000, and orange at about 49,000, with the remaining 1,000 magnitude to make up the 50,000 after full expansion contained and reserved in blue at it's edges always. It hosts a city of stars the size of a large city like Los Angeles or New York.

Stars have a variety of colors and magnitude. David's system is pretty laid back.

While, Orion's system is versatile. Orion and King David are much alike in that they support the solar system indefinitely. Orion's system is just about the same size as David's system but operates in a different light zone. Orion's magnitude and light ranges from white, yellow, to orange to gold.

The reason I am writing this particular blog this way is so you know how vital our stars are to the solar system in addition to our planets, our Sun and Moon.

The solar system is made up of vital particles to sustain us here on Earth and they each depend on each other and God. They work together to a common purpose.

They co-exist so we can survive on this planet called Earth. They give us light, energy and life by day, by night, non-stop. If we were to implode on Earth, it would be because of them, and the solar system which would survive, and start anew.

If you've ever guessed anything about the Moon, you should know those of you who guessed that it is a part of the Earth separated over 3 billion years ago, then you're right. And most likely longer than that. I can't get into much more than that other than that yes, the Moon is apart of Earth's system, created to sustain the entire solar system at large. That just is.

Other notable star systems are:
Titanica
Samsonad
Jonahfed
Atlantisan

Does any of the above sound familiar? They should. I spelt them differently but it means the same as it always has since the moment they were created.

You should note this as well, star systems as I stated before in my other "plexes" blog, can range from single, to double, to multiple. Also, they can host any amount of stars ranging from a town, also a village, to a city, to a state, to a country which as I stated before can be billions of stars within their range.

Here is another planet called Lavanyarke. It's black, it's atmosphere is a thousand to two thousand miles thick in diameters and is made up of toxic gas, sulfur and other un-breathable non-oxygenated substances that are formed from the lava inside it. This is because the planet has a volcanic system. It's energy is mined from a sun like earth's but smaller whose light is red, orange and red orange. 

Lavanyarke is much in the same position around it's sun as Mercury is to our Sun. It has no Moons. Instead it's congested with a thick toxic gas that helps to form it's sulfuric atmosphere and gives it its black look.

Planet hopping is truly not for us mortals yet if you get my gist. One day we'll be able to do it though. Our universe is truly mysterious and amazing.  It's indescribable.  God is truly amazing. He made us, and a system of support around us to support us and give us everything we need. When we serve our rightful Creator, a.k.a God, he reveals things to us just as he did Jesus Christ, the Prophets, and Saints and all before them. God was and always has been there even before we became. I know this is impossible to understand but it is what it is. God has no beginning and no end, but we do in our mortality.

Another thing about God, is that God adapts and learns even though God knows all things. I don't know how else to put that. God is shrouded in mystery even though he reveals himself, through the universe and most poignantly through Jesus Christ.

I am personally in-love with God and what I have discerned to be the Creator in me. He is in all of us and he is truly merciful. He touches us every single day in multiple, unlimited ways, ways we don't even realize or are unaware of, every hour, every minute, through prayers, through art, throughout our existence. God is actually also in love with us as well. So much so that he gives us time to search him out and find him if we really desire to.

Be blessed!
GTF GTS GTHS

My theory on Black Holes is rather simple. They are countless in the vast universe. Endless. They can appear anywhere.  They can be visible or invisible, they can be hidden or appear to the naked eye in which you would need an intelligent telescope to see.

Black holes can stop, reverse, shift, warp or unlock time. They can even erase time altogether, meaning in some black holes time does not exist for a while. They have secrets, they can unlock secrets. If you were to go near one, it would either melt or freeze you depending on it's genetic make-up, they are each different. Beyond them are endless or rather limitless stratoverses and vericals.

New term 1.

Quartoplex. (Pronounced Cu-ar-toe-plex), can also be termed "Quertoplex" (Cu-er-toe-plex) Like Psycoplexes and Myloplexes, a Quartoplex refers to pairs of stars which include, twins, twin souls, triplets, quadruplets, sextuplets and other "plets" that are twins or fraternal in anyway. These stars are birthed and move together always, even if lost, they find their way back simply by signature no matter how long it takes, no matter the distance and time between them, they are magnets for each other. They are destined to be together in their pairs or groups, or groups of pairs, and can exist within a psycoplex, myloplex or independently.

New term 2.

Celioplex. (Pronounced See-li-o-plex or Sell-i-o-plex). These stars have a socio-genetic make-up and are usually solitary. They can stand alone, or harness their energy from other star and energy systems around it including planets and moons or from the universe itself. They are generally dependent on another system to sustain themselves, but this is not always the case as they can flip to imitate whatever is around it or shift to a more conducive environment. They can be any size or any magnitude depending on their positions.

Further on:

Regarding planet Hymheron: If you read my blog you'll note further back that I've unlocked what seems to be this planet. New, perhaps yet to be discovered in our lifetime if it decides to reveal itself to us earthers. 

Planet Hymheron is just about the size of Jupiter. So far it houses fourteen (14) moons. There names are:

1) Zyoloflair  (Pronouncec Zeye-o-lo-flare)
2) Sexenolar  (Pronounced Sex-en-o-lar)
3) Wartenoal (Pronounced Wart-en-ole)
4) Honessillar (Pronounced Ho-ness-ill-ar)
5) Ekoneaze    (Pronounced Ee-con-ease)
6) Larksille   (Pronounced Lark-sill or Lark-zill)
7) Pollartede    (Pronounced Poll-ar-teed)
8) Teelifex         (Pronounced Tea-lee-fex)
9) Musezinar     (Pronounced Muse-in-ar)
10) Saunliex       (Pronounced Sun-Li-ex or Sun-lux)
11) Teelliorne         (Pronounced Till-i-orn or Till-ee-orn)
12) Barsippen    (Pronounced Bar-si-pen)
13) Partisiola     (Pronounced Part-is-i-o-la)
14) Guardsyllion  (Pronounced Guard-zi-llione)


Happy Monday, May God Bless you in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.

Star Tianerth.

Star Tianerth is a superstar that shines through multiple dimensions and directions. It supports between 1 and 2 trillion stars which takes their energies and revitalize through Tianerth's system, in turn, Tianerth surrounds them with endless energy and life. The stars under Tianerth's care switch position around Tianerth every 5 million years. Tianerth also gives them direction to collect or introduce new stars, psycoplexes and myloplexes that are of like matter and energy. Tianerth's system is prone to dominance and superiority.

Star Healilis.

Star Healilis is a megastar. Her energy is feminine. Her rays are purple and gold. She resides outside a moon, (more on that later). Star Healilis has a system of like stars that flow around her like a crystal river. She promotes well being, fairness, healing and nourishing to her home moon and all the stars under her care.  She has a ray of about 500 billion to 1 trillion stars including clusters, teams of clusters and unisex stars. She is brightly simple. The stars around her are also healing stars. In addition to Star Healilis's generosity and healing rays, they also promote growth, goodness, the best, greatness and the greatest.

Star Pheliathwart.

Star Pheliathwart is an advanced medium star. Pheliathwart is relentless in positive light to and fro. She supports between 6 billion and 1 and a 1/2 trillion stars closest to her. She resides one light year, plus 2 additional steapyears from Orion. She has communities of hardworking stars that can flip  front, back, and reverse to give additional positive light to other stars that are outside their system. These helper stars, called myloplexes which include a variety of energies, can take Pheliathwart's energy, mine it and store it for up to 5 trillion years with additional future years including through periods of rest or sleep if they desire because 1) They can switch their positions. 2) They can become something else, which means they are still a star no matter what they decide to take on or which journey they move through. Once a star, that is their destiny or they wouldn't be stars in the first place. 3) They can relive in another time and/or galaxy, or system if they desire.

Some stars rest and do not sleep, and some stars can sleep if they wish to for short periods of time. Others neither rest nor sleep, it goes according to their choice and what naturally comes to them. They use any rest period to re-organize or revitalize themselves and their energies.
(Important note), their lights never stop shining even if they choose to rest. Their energy never ceases or stops giving. If they decide to move or reposition themselves, it's their choice.

If and when a dominant star decides to sleep or rest, the plethora of billions of stars, teams and systems around them take over until that dominant star decides to re-take the helm. This process is natural for them. It is their destiny and they do not need to be told what to do or how to do their jobs except by direction of a moon or a planetary system close to them. Most of the dominant stars, it just is for them. They are charged with their own way unless they are dependent, that's hardly the case as their dominance and power is their charge so their duties are automatic to them.

Psycoplex:
A collection of advanced stars, teams, clusters and systems that share like matter and energies universally and/or stratoversally.

Myloplex:
A collection of supporting stars, (helper stars), existing within or outside a moon, planetary system, or psycoplex. Myloplexes can operate independently or dependently, depending on their astral positions.

Soooo... about prayers. They are super important to me. For you and for for my blog and work here are three prayers for your days and for you to remember, each say the same thing, that God is our almighty deliverer and in him we should trust and that through his son Jesus Christ, we might be saved:

Here is God's prayer found in Saint Matthew chapter 6 verses 9-13.
It reads:

Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us of our debts, as we forgive our debtors
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever. Amen.

Here is the LORD'S prayer, found in Psalm 23 verses 1-6.

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for though art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Though preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies: though anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Here is my prayer:

Our Holy Father which liveth forever.
May peace reign
To God be the glory
Who is our rock and salvation for eternity
He maketh us to rise and shine
And maketh the righteous a place in his kingdom;
Though evil and treachery abideth:
God's name is forever righteous.
Our Father, have mercy on us we beseech you in our vanity.
Accept us in our iniquity.
As we accept Jesus Christ and the Holy Cross where he shed his blood for all.
Hear our humble prayers we pray. Amen.


Sealed in the name of God the Father.
Sealed in the name of God the son.
Sealed in the name of God the Holy Spirit.

The earth is round and flat from a:
1. Spiritual perspective
2. Theoretical perspective
3. Scientific perspective
4. Mathematical perspective
5. Philosophical perspective
That's my opinion.

But the above isn't what this post is about. This post is about stars. I briefly want to share my view on stars. Stars appear to be gas, energy and a lot of in between molecules is how they appear to our human eyes.

Each star is as different as our DNA and finger prints. That's how amazing our universe is. Or I should say God. The system creates each star differently from the next.

A professor from my community college once told me that in order to state what you think, you should rephrase it as "In my opinion...etc" Every. That helped me a lot through-out my studies because I want you to know you have the right to listen or not listen to an opinion.

My opinion is this also, stars do not die. They cannot. They live anywhere from 3 billion to five billion years old and when they self destruct, they reappear or are re-birthed somewhere else in our galaxy or in a stratoverse.

They mature, age, disappear and reappear according to some mystery we here can't explain because we can't see it. It's not in our coding to know exactly what their business is. This process is natural for them. They simply reposition themselves or fall to something else, but they are extremely special and necessary because they support our solar system and solar verse from stratosphere to stratoverse. The space between each star and/or cluster can be anywhere from 50 miles to 1, 000,000 miles or more.

We can't count them, they are countless, they extend billions of miles into forever. They come singly, in pairs and in clusters or in families. They have been around since God created beast and mankind. They can travel just like we can, except on a different level that's not for us to define.

So back to what I was saying in the beginning about the earth being flat and round all at once from some perspectives, here are some more to consider...

The earth is also flat and round from a...
6. Gravitational perspective
7. Elliptical perspective
8. Talographical perspective: (new term. Tal-O-Grafical, Tal-0-graphics) A series of points, facts, and opinion clusters used to reach or form a new conclusion or add to an already existing conclusion.

Here's another new term you can use:

Kenectoid Retallics: Pronounced Ken-neck-toid Re-tal-lics. A combination of organic, synthetic, compound and conjunction terms used to form an hypothesis.

The universe exists for us to create. Its why I'm an artist. We each have a role here, so make it count.

Sincerely
in
GTF, GTS and GTHS

New terms can be fun.

Cuantres - Pronounced (Coo-one-tress). Refers to three (3) trillion, three (3) billion and three (3) million light zone light years in time.

Transnufarence- or Transnuference- Spelt two ways, pronounced (Trans-new-fay-rence). Refers to the warping and melding of dark and light matter to create exposure to a surface.

Here is my love letter to distant planets to be continued.

Planet Hymheron.

Dear planet Hymheron, existing in Uantrinity zone, you are magnificent in the sight of God the father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit universally. I bless you with or without rings. Rocks nor belts cannot diminish you. My earthly intonation comes from biblical durability.

Though you may be wrought with gases, figures, colors, gems and substances unlike earth, you are no less formidable in structure. Life on you would be alien, your form is both visible and invisible. You don't want to be known but wish to be seen. Hi, I'm Tracy, a singer, songwriter, novelist and artist.

One of my mother's favorite pastimes is poetry. I hope you accept these slanted rhymes in my love poem and letter to you as I can only imitate the greatest of poets. Our earthly moon salutes you. The one God above all gods created you, and all blackholes stand in awe and salutation. Matter is your friend and hideaway.

Your firmament  is in need of no rainbows as your raiment will undoubtedly be your magnificence. You rain silver, gold, bronze and dusty sensibilities. You mine the energy of the stars and solar verse. Vision is thy universe in battle. Blessed be your peace.

Next, is Netivion. (Pronounced Net-I-vee-on).

Planet Netvyllion.
​
Dear Netvyllion, you are just a mighty plow in another Stratoverse...

Stratoverse- Pronounced (Strat-O-Verse) a verical split through and in the universe.

Verical- Pronounced (Vare- ee- cal) multiple unlimited time dimensions.

...continuing,  where the vastness of the universe is so endless, that time goes fast, slow, disappears and reappears all at once just for you. Knowledge is your seat. Innovation is your countenance. Your divinity speaks blessed Uantrinity.

So it's true you can shape and reshape a blackhole and use hyperbolic Transnufarence to your advantage. You can also send love through a laser beam with gratitude to us earthers from where you are at lightyears away. You can also make room for Phliteyears... 

Phliteyears- (Pronounced flight-years or flite-years), refers to transitioning through spherical light,  

&

Heipyears- (Pronounced Heep-years or Heap-years), refers to a jump using a quantum zone in time through light,

&

Steapyears- (Pronounced Steep-years), refers to a drop through infinity.

&

Phleetyears- (Pronounced Fleet-years or Fleat-years), refers to mass driven  evaporation through multiple indefinite splits in time through a time zone,

…continuing, your divinity speaks love and righteousness. Slant rhymes and poetry coexist in conjunction. Be blessed Netivion!

If you don't understand the above its okay. Perhaps in time you will. Note, you may reference a ground hog, who may shrug it's shoulder and tell you to ask a lizard, who might direct you to ask a donkey, who won't know and will most likely point you to a camel, and those guys have a hump, they're in the animal group so they'll just stare and keep walking in the desert which is sacred. For your Sunday. Omen.

GTF
GTS
GTHS or GTHG 
    

My blog titles sometimes have everything and nothing to do with what I say in my posts. Just so you know.
So, can poems be out of style? Nope. Not in my opinion.
Here is a poem that I learned as a kid in Jamaica when I was about seven years old give or take, and I don't know who made it up, I just remember the words, maybe a word or two off. I'll share with my blog.

The moon has a face like the clock on the wall
That shines on thieves on garden walls
On streets, and fields and harbor keys
The birds are asleep in the fork of the trees
The squalling cat
The squeaking mouse
The howling dog by the door of the house
The bat that lies in bed at noon
All love to be out by the light of the moon
But all of the things that belong to the day
Cuddle to sleep to be out of our way
While flowers and children close their eyes
Till up in the morning the sun shall arise

Well, its possible I may be off in my wording although I think that's the gist of it. The point is, the sun and the moon live in perfect harmony and "synch." We cannot survive without them, in fact, if earth disappeared from our feet, they would still exist. These two powerful forces are almost solely responsible for life on our planet among other elements.

As passengers here, we should reflect on these two forces from time to time. There is no malice between them, they just are, forever. They exist for each other under the special care of the universe. They share everything, including their energies.

If I were to make a wild guess, I'd say everything in our solar system relies on the energies of our sun and moon. Yes, that's how vital they are. Can the sun and moon be vanquished? dissipate? That is entirely up to the guardianship of the universe or God. But, why would God destroy something he spent the beginning of time making and perfecting? So no. You won't see their destruction unless, in my opinion, there is a change of plans that is beyond our control. So far, there isn't on the horizon. So we will have to wait until the next horizon to see what the universe decides, which is still this horizon stretched out forever.

Happy reviews on your horizons
GTF GTS GTHS
​Peace

Veinactionate - The process of reviving the blood flow and circulation in your precious veins by eating as healthily as possible, but that's not what this post is about, this post is about raisins among other paltry, mundane "ishes and sishes."

Happy New Year! Got that down.
Onward.

This one time, I was in the middle of some belly griping hunger in the middle of the night. We hadn't gone shopping, so call it the munchies...you already know what that refers to. I snuck in the kitchen, in the middle of the night, in the dark...and found some delicious raisins in that little box we're familiar with and ate it in the dark.

Skip to next day... I happened to be looking at the half done box of raisins I had the night before and noticed the expiration date, that it was a year back, and that the raisins were in fact... rotten, very rotten. That got me. That got me real good. Shivering as I remember.

If I could have regurgitated the contents of the darned box I would have. Well, I still eat raisins. They are delicious and healthy. I mention them as a recipe too, they can be add ons, they are related to prunes, also good for digestion. You can even sprinkle raisins on meats or with your favorite vegan/vegetarian dish, they are pretty much good for anything.

Know what else helps with digestion, banana's, I bet our fellow primates are healthier than us sometimes in the gut department as they eat them almost exclusively.

Something I did regurgitate the first time I tried was pizza. I took the cheese back out because I couldn't understand why it wouldn't stop stretching down my throat. After a few more tries, pizza is absolute. Yeah, on the list of favs, I love good pizza, I just had to get used to the Italian delicate. It's just something I had to learn how to eat. Oh I did become an expert though.

​How did I fall for pizza? On the road and on the subway train when I used to live in New York. I passed way to many pizza shops and tried way to many kinds. While attending Mount Vernon High, and even from Middle School at Franko, the kids always saved up to buy a slice and I started doing the same.

No you don't understand, how could you?... to be in school all day, and then come out with two dollars or three dollars and get a nice slice of the cheesy thing, that was on point. Quenching the belly. Oregano, and peppers sprinkled if necessary on top, sometimes I went without the added stuff. So it became one of my favorite dishes.

Sish - short for favorite dish.

​Don't forget to bless your food by saying grace, before during or after works just fine.

Yours truly stalk-like until next blog
Your Infinity Gal but you don't know me
​Be Blessed

No. I'm not actually writing a book "of Talp" per se, or I might. But not now, these few sentences are for my blog. And no, I didn't get religious on you, I'm spiritual. There is a slight difference in my opinion. By the way, thanks for reading! I've listed the below as zeroes because its all one thing I'm trying to say in as many ways as I can without listing them in "numbers." Let's get started...

0) First and foremost, power be to God, power be to Jesus Christ, power be to the Holy Ghost. Amen.

0) Jesus Christ is holy, his words are holy, his life is holy.

0) Jesus Christ, whom God sent, is a life giver and is to be praised forever.

0) We communicate with God, through prayers, and his son Jesus Christ.

0) Blessed be the sacrifice of the Lamb of God.

0) The birds and all living creatures, praise be to God.

0) God is the true judge of mankind eternally.

0) God will never forsake his righteous.

0) God is bountiful.

0) God is merciful.

0) God is life.

0) God is the beginning, the end, the air we breathe as in the book of Genesis.

0) God will deliver those who praise and remember him as the creator of all things.

0) God is ever present and omnipresent.

0) I Tracy, accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior forever.

0) There is none other like God Almighty, who sees all things, who knows all things living or non-living.

0) God loves to love as in the book of Solomon.

0) In order to be saved, we must accept Jesus Christ as God's son eternally, who walked this earth and died for us all.

0) None can surpass Jesus Christ, the son of God.

0) God the father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit are three and one.

0) God can give and God can take away.

0) God is compassionate.

0) God is a miracle.

0) God is magic.

0) God is the tempest of the storm and the eye in the hurricane.

0) God is the wave of the seas, the soil that forged our bodies, and the blood in us.

0) God is the blood of Jesus Christ, and Jesus Christ is the crusade through the power of God always.

0) God lets.

0) God remains.

0) Jesus Arches the Cross.

0) Mother Mary is the Saint mother of Jesus.

0) Eve in the beginning is the mother of humanity.

0) Adam is the father of humanity.

0) Cain, Abel and Seth are our brothers.

0) We must always strive to love and offer peace.

0) God cannot exist in a heart that forbids his presence.

0) If you are not for Jesus Christ, God cannot accept you, for Jesus Christ is God, the Cross is God, and is Jesus's burden for us. To reject the cross, is to reject God, there are no exceptions.

0) Joseph is a Saint and is the father of Jesus Christ.

0) All living things are of God.

0) Some living things are different.

0) Some living things vary.

0) One cannot serve two Gods, for there is only one God of all.

0) Blessed be the Saints that encompass one and all generations forever and Uantrinity. (New word alert) Uantrinity- pronounced "One Trinity," for three to one and one to three, refers to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit as three and one. 

0) Blessed be all the angels and Arch from the beginning of time forever and Uantrinity.

0) Blessed be the prophets from beginning of time to end forever to which there is no end.

0) Blessed be the life that extends from God, through to this earth and all earths that are not like ours, all suns, all moons, all solar systems, this galaxy and all galaxies which are endless, all moons, all stars, all gods and goddesses, all gases, all dust, all methane substances, all minerals, all waters of life which God gave us, be blessed forever.

0) Blessed be the elements of plasma.

0) Blessed be rebirth and Noah, for God chose him.

0) Blessed be all sports and utilities, mobile and mobilized, burnt, sacred, alphabetical, numerical, philosophical, artistic, scientific, generational, trickled up and down forever. 

0) Blessed be rational thoughts and all thought processes given to us, gravely anecdotes, senses and feelings through the  power of God forever and Uantrinity. 

0) Blessed be our garments all, and our food which we give or sell, upward bound we exist through the grace of God.

0) Closing with Saint Matthew for now. 

Was the above a lot to read? I think so? Just incase we get tired during the middle of the week, this just might be food for thought. Now … if you don't understand some of the things I say on my blog, its cool, let go and let God. Peace.

Sincerely,
Tracy Ann Lisa.

Here are some new terms that might not exist:

Term number 1.

Devirticate: Discovering how to tap into your biological reserves and inner stratus. Did you get that? me neither. So lets break down was is devirticating? turns out most of life is trial and error. We are born in sin and shaped in iniquity, so to devirticate, is to mobilize all you know and all you have discovered about yourself, and use it to levitate your thought processes and inner splendid. Rise above the norm, that way you can use devirticating to alleviate the let downs and set backs in your daily lives.

Term number 2.

Strenghthliss:

Your inner unification personified. A combination of strengthening your inner core values, your inner ventriculars, moving your outer and inner divine into one action conditioning system that works for you.

Doubts? Doubts in Jesus Christ? Doubts in your sexuality? Doubts in your marriage? Doubts in yourself? Doubts are extremely common. It is a mirage if you will, designed to conceal your true identity. I can't tell you how to get rid of it or how to let it go as it exists for a reason for all of us. It exists to help you find your journey. Your doubts are apart of your journey just as my previous unbelief was a part of mine. If you find you can't get past your doubts about something, its not meant for you to get past it at this particular point in time, all you have to do is let it rest and come back to it some other time when you feel strong enough to challenge it. Don't wait forever, your past left, your future isn't here yet, you just simply have your strengthliss and a combination of other elements you can develop and use to benefit you on your spiritual journey. 

Seek prayer and meditation. Reach for a little time as continued doubts means you are simply not ready to open yourself up to your divinity and inner universe. Here are some activities you can use to help you advance through doubts and obstacles.

Walks, walk your dog, pet your cat, sit by a tree, walk on grass barefoot, (bare feet), drink more water for cleansing, practice make-up and fashion skills, paint, draw, sketch, develop a new hobby, pottery, baking, cooking, ride a bike, snow mobile, ski, join a gym, swim, jog, try tennis, visit your family, call your family, talk to your friend, send a gift, stream a video, listen to music, read, read some more, visit your favorite social media, have a drink (responsibly and moderately please, do not over indulge and then say I told you to do so, please be responsible with your extracurricular activities), write, watch tv, preferable something that pleases you and lifts your spirit as there are plenty to choose from, buy yourself something, grocery shop, sing, do poetry, exercise, waste time, sleep, rest some more. 

Three bible verses to remember that can lift your spirits:
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1) Psalms 11:1
2) Psalms 18:2
3) Saint Matthew 5:9

I'll end here. 
​Sincerely.