Peeps, if you visit my blog, then you know the take away from me is always to maintain your positive vibes and protect it. Vibes clash all the times, but it is truly our individual responsibilities to let that be what it is. Since we can't see vibes, we have to suffice that we know its there working for us. That's the best way I can say that. So, I've derived another word.... yeah....
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Optupent - Optupentic - Optupence
The act or vibing of rumerating your inner greatness, obsession with your inner optupence.
Let's talk about my take on depression which may come off weird to you the reader. We've all had it, heard of it, know what it is slightly or are experts in the feeling. It's actually another way to describe unexplained, or explained sadness and sometimes it is very visible. Sometimes it runs way too deep, sometimes its shallow. It's most prominent, when we are out of "sync," with our inner opulence.
Right before we get depressed, we experience an inner shock of hopelessness.
Well, hopelessness exists for a reason. It is the polar opposite of my inner "optupentic." The causes for hopelessness can be inner or outer or both. Sometimes we don't know what it is exactly, or why we are depressed. If you don't know why you are depressed, it's because you don't want to know, or it's simply not meant for you to know. Which leads to the next questionable phase of depression, how do we over come it?
From a spiritual standpoint, it's a test from the universe in my opinion, as I am not a doctor, I can only speak from my own spiritual perspective. So, my job for me when I find that my inner opulence have been derided somehow, is to find a way to cut through it. Even if I can't get rid of it right away....what's around it? What's beyond it? Can I delay the feeling so I'm not enveloped by it? So that it doesn't become apart of my make-up for too long?
How many ways can I vanquish the cloud of any hopelessness that threatens my optupence?
It's true medications help. For me, meditation is just as good and can be combined with medicine. For me prayer can be combined with meditation and medicine. Whatever you need to take you to the next level above the cloud, its worth a shot.
I've derived optupentic as a stepping stone for vibe which can be friend or foe to you. Our surroundings every day deals us negative and positive charges. Only you can decide which one you feed. It's okay to feed both by the way, but in my opinion so long as you aren't physically harming yourself and others.
It is probably wise to choose a dominant force in your life. I'm slightly obsessed with greatness. Greatness comes in every way even if you don't see it right away. Revelations of greatness comes to you when you are ready to accept it, not before because the source of greatness does not force you to accept it. It just is.
There is no such thing as chasing greatness in my sphere of optupentic. My take, is that you simply do not have to chase something that's already in you. We are born in sin and shaped in iniquity, which means essentially, we came into this world perfectly imperfect. If you have lost your inner optupence, understand the following three terms below:
2) Unconditional Love
Way to go! Does that sound simple? well not so fast. Try maintaining all three at any given time, and you will find (50x50) more terms to derail you in your spiritual journey.
That's why this blog is here, so you can come back and read and don't forget that I told you so. That's why I write these things, so you know you are not alone, none of us are, if we were then this wouldn't be called life, it would be called something else.
What do I mean by that? By "I told you so," you can feed both the negative and positive charges, but only you can choose your dominant force, and there are plenty, countless, almost never ending tools for you to fight depression with your optupence. Remember the three terms above, as simple as they sound they are absolutely necessary tools for overcoming the harshest of obstacles. That's exactly what I mean.
As you move further and further away from depression, you need to pat yourself on the back for your bravery. Do not make a habit of neglecting yourself, its okay to do so occasionally where family and other businesses are concerned, but at the end of the day, take care of the spirit that resides inside of you. Learn to work with what you have.
Give to yourself, that way it will be easier for you to give to others, why is it easier for you to give to others after you have given to yourself? The answer in my stratus, is because you get a positive boost from the act of loving and giving to yourself, it can then become habitual, for you to be okay with giving back or giving to others. Take a break, so necessary. Do you think you can stay away for one year without rest? Rest is necessary, as we are a driven race, driven to over achieve.
Why do we over achieve? Because at some juncture, something leveled your optupence, and you thought your achievements were not good enough, when in fact they always were. Test your strength by taking all I have said here, and apply if necessary or just read for your pleasure.
My summer was type "aight." Actually, I've been more than blessed. I can't elaborate on the reasons, but the one thing I've dealt with is writer's "block," which I will term 'vyzziblock' and use interchangeably.
Vyzziblock: An artist's vision block or writer's block. A term used to describe the artist's state of motivation or plausible state of mind during art-forming.
Vyzziblock can be the artist's perpetual condition if we let it. To me, it means I have locked or have blocked myself. There are a myriad of reasons your vision for your art can be blocked.
If you allow yourself to be blocked, you may have unfinished business in your peripheral cognizance. Can be a dozen things. Blocks can be inner, outer or a combination of the two.
How do you over come it? I don't know exactly, I can tell you what I have tried. First, I try to let blocks exist as minimally as possible for me as an artist, I see blocks as art that's trying to make sense.
That's one way I deal with it. No matter what obstacles I face, I cannot consider that God gave me my art and talents just so I can block my own vision and its the same way for you.
Suppose my block insists, its going no where, and no matter what...I will be blocked. Nothing will come out. No art, no words...blank, to that...I'll um.....go ahead and wait for it to comprehend in whatever way it can, that humanity cannot be blocked or stalled.
If we could be and that was the case, none of us would be here. One reason for this is the volatility of our existence. In my opinion we are not designed to be held back as a race no matter what you perceive, but possible, maybe some times to be delayed.
If I belong to the human race and I do (until my father the LORD GOD takes me), and have all the human attributes, then that means, a block has no power over me. You can let this philosophy work for you but at the end of the day talk is cheap, you have to find your own system.
There are many systems out there but words and talk are guides, you have to pull freedom from blocks out of yourself, no one can do it for you. Its your art after all.
Once you are free to think this way or you have come a long enough way where blocks can no longer apply to your state of mind, then you have un-locked just a smaller part of the fraction you thought you had figured out.
The truth of the matter is life enjoys throwing the blocks and challenges at you so it can watch you chicken out. Blocks hope you fail so it can win. If you are the artist of your own destiny, then a vyzziblock should only slow you down temporarily or not at all, but do acknowledge it as its there for a reason.
You do not need to acknowledge the reasons as much as you need to acknowledge the block itself first. Just remember not to let your blocks become apart of your make-up, or you risk making vyzziblock a habit.
Here is the other thing about vyzziblock. Can you believe it can actually be a good thing? If you find it to be a frustration, it's because you have somehow elected not to listen to your art, your inner-self and what it's trying to tell you.
Vyzziblock can creep right up on you. Its like a feeling you get where you think, or perceive you have nothing to give for the moment. I assure you it's the furthest thing from the truth, because if you are apart of the human genetic code, then you know there is always always something for you to give.
Blocks can be multilayered, meaning you can't find exactly which block is preventing your art from shining. When you find that patches are missing from your glory, leave it alone. Its just not ready for you, or you aren't ready for it, or it's not meant for you.
You can piece together as many strings in the universe of your life as you can, but if you find there are missing pieces, why chase them? Its your life, if its ready for you, it will come back to you with extra lessons.
Over coming blocks can take time, breakthroughs can surface at any time, it just means you should move away for the time being and deal with a more readily accepting version of yourself, then make that be your break through for your block.
In turn, you are led through journey after journey until you find your way back to what matters the most. You, and what you've got going that takes you into what I like to call "positive vibes."
My name is Tracy and welcome to my site and blog page. Thanks for stopping by. On this page I will try to catalogue some things or pivotal moments I feel have made me who I am. There may even be moments that are not so pivotal but more like a muse, a funny memory or otherwise. Be warned though, I may take things off, I may re-edit or remove things. If you happen to read something and it isn't here anymore, its because I am either re-editing, or getting ready to add something else. Also, some of the things I say on here may be understandable and some may not, and sometimes I may not blog or add anything for a while. It's okay with me if you don't understand me or what I write, I mean no ill will in my words or what I write so don't take it personal if it offends you that's just not my aim. My blog or this page is created for me, and for my fans or anyone who wants to come on here and read what I write.