I think this is a muse.

I do think this is a muse …... That time I checked off becoming a comedian for good when I just moved here to California some ten years back. I can't call any comedians names even though I would like to because we are a sensitive society all of a sudden we either don't trust jokes, don't like them, they aren't "jokey" enough for us, or maybe they are too jokey but we don't like who delivers it for no reason other than we need to find something about others we don't like because we can, even though we shouldn't, we still do and we are all guilty of it its what free choice is...…..so for this blog just know I respect this profession and the people who risk their livelihoods to do it, I myself was going to make it a profession... anyway don't fret, If you are a comedian just starting out and you know you mean well, plus you know you are speaking your truth when you are up there, don't worry about the box people will try to put you in and do your thing. Long story short I was sure that comedy fascinated me. I was sure I could do it, I had everything down pat and then I wrote my first few jokes. I don't think I'm going to elaborate, but lets just say I do love to laugh but I will leave the professionals to their work, to the people who are experts. Lastly, sometimes I can't help but admire other professions. Comedy just happens to be one of them I do not mind having in my life. I would like to choose and say the kind of comedy I'm most into and put in on here, but you can't be too choosey with some art because if you accept comedy, its okay to accept it as an art form in its entirety even though you don't like what you hear. You are an artist like me, and the rest of artists, your art is just slightly different is all. Its really hard by the way in my opinion, so power to folks when they do their thing or are just starting out their career, if it fits do it, if its naturally who you are do it. Don't be like me, I quit...……..like immediately. Because I am not a true comedian I can only admire, and chuckle, and laugh then smile. I'll just watch and listen because I just knew it wasn't for me, that others are better at it. So I will stick to amateur jokes, when no one is looking. And write sometimes about the art forms that intrigue me as well as my own.