Greetings. I just want to warn you that this post will be short. Its a "spontane" post. Unplanned. Just like us. We're unplanned. But we're here nonetheless in this century. Life is a beautiful thing.
I know what you are probably thinking..... that your life is crappy so I need to shut up....but shut doesn't go up only, it goes in all different directions if that's what you desire.
If I say, we frustrate our own divine potential...I'd be quoting a spiritual advisor.
Lets talk about the S word briefly.
I am going to give you my definition of it, other than the general definitions out there. There are many. Sometimes this word can be misconstrued.
I'm not going to say in my definition, rather for me... to be spiritual is to be able to access the inner "real" you. As simple as that. Its not an imagined perspective. What you get is as real as your person. If you can somehow learn to do that, the world becomes clearer.
There are many ways to access the inner real you, and many ways to destroy the potential to access the inner real you. I have to admit no one can do it for you.
Here is one thing. Its a process. It took me thirty eight years and I'm still not there. In my theoretical opinion, the universe is limitless, but we are not designed to know just how limitless it is.
I've already tried to get ahead of this theory and have failed. I can't really explain how that works. Rather, I will say this, its individuality plus your journey, and everyone's journey is unique.
Here is another thing I have found, just personally on my journey. You cannot choose it. It chooses you. When it does, you may not even understand it. You may find that you think you are completely crazy, that no one would ever believe you or take you seriously.
Except, its still looming, and once it chooses you, you cannot escape it, or at least that's my opinion. Think of it as an entity on its own, but from your inside. It rears itself during a special circumstance, it could be a crisis, a tragedy or something so profound, you fear you have lost yourself and you can never regain it. This is not true at all. But I can't explain it to you why its not true, because then, I would be telling you about my journey and again, it doesn't work like that as everyone's journey is unique, like your DNA.
You didn't loose yourself. You do not have to believe in it right away. However, you will find that it will find its own way into your life by accident. And it "ain't" accident per say, its purposefully.
It was always that way for all of us, we just came into this planet and got a myriad of things thrown at us. Like you went to school and someone made fun of your skin, your hair, that stuck....you don't know how to unstuck it, so it sort of becomes real in your mind when its not, its just another unworthy opinion from someone who projected that insecurity unto you and like a sponge, you absorbed and believed it when you shouldn't have. Why did you believe it? Because no one was there to tell you at the time it wasn't true.
You think because of one simple comment, you are unworthy to be loved, or for the divine masters to notice you. Well, I'm telling you now it wasn't true. You or I cannot escape our divinity, if we could, then why are we here? Exactly.....there is no explanation other than that the spiritual powers only reveal to you what it desires.
Sometimes, you have to take it easy. If you don't you can confuse yourself, and then you start doubting yourself. Not a good position to be in when trying to access the strengths inside yourself.
If you are intending to become spiritual, or attempting to find peace in anyway....no one can do it for you. You have to be open, you have to find your own limitlessness.....its okay to have a guide. Mine, there is only one. You already may surmise who he is. I have already spoken his name several times on my blog, that has not changed and it never will.
Its absolutely okay to take it easy on yourself, even question your heart. Suppose you think, you have no heart left, try your gut, listen to that, which is your heart coming through a different channel that's just my opinion.
I'm still trying to figure out if my heart can be wrong, I'll suffice it to say no. Mine cannot, I truly feel this way, it took a long time for me to get here, so I cannot then turn around and tell my heart "Yeah your done you led me astray" The reason is because, whatever your heart chose, you needed that in whatever stage of life you are at, if its a good place or a bad place, I assure you I believe its the same thing, its just that the spectrum is a little different, or maybe the times have changed.
We were all born elevated. So if you got lost, believe that you can and will and deserve to find your way again to whatever and wherever your spirituality leads.
Peace and love.
My name is Tracy and welcome to my site and blog page. Thanks for stopping by. On this page I will try to catalogue some things or pivotal moments I feel have made me who I am. There may even be moments that are not so pivotal but more like a muse, a funny memory or otherwise. Be warned though, I may take things off, I may re-edit or remove things. If you happen to read something and it isn't here anymore, its because I am either re-editing, or getting ready to add something else. Also, some of the things I say on here may be understandable and some may not, and sometimes I may not blog or add anything for a while. It's okay with me if you don't understand me or what I write, I mean no ill will in my words or what I write so don't take it personal if it offends you that's just not my aim. My blog or this page is created for me, and for my fans or anyone who wants to come on here and read what I write.