Veinactionate - The process of reviving the blood flow and circulation in your precious veins by eating as healthily as possible, but that's not what this post is about, this post is about raisins among other paltry, mundane "ishes and sishes."
Happy New Year! Got that down.
This one time, I was in the middle of some belly griping hunger in the middle of the night. We hadn't gone shopping, so call it the munchies...you already know what that refers to. I snuck in the kitchen, in the middle of the night, in the dark...and found some delicious raisins in that little box we're familiar with and ate it in the dark.
Skip to next day... I happened to be looking at the half done box of raisins I had the night before and noticed the expiration date, that it was a year back, and that the raisins were in fact... rotten, very rotten. That got me. That got me real good. Shivering as I remember.
If I could have regurgitated the contents of the darned box I would have. Well, I still eat raisins. They are delicious and healthy. I mention them as a recipe too, they can be add ons, they are related to prunes, also good for digestion. You can even sprinkle raisins on meats or with your favorite vegan/vegetarian dish, they are pretty much good for anything.
Know what else helps with digestion, banana's, I bet our fellow primates are healthier than us sometimes in the gut department as they eat them almost exclusively.
Something I did regurgitate the first time I tried was pizza. I took the cheese back out because I couldn't understand why it wouldn't stop stretching down my throat. After a few more tries, pizza is absolute. Yeah, on the list of favs, I love good pizza, I just had to get used to the Italian delicate. It's just something I had to learn how to eat. Oh I did become an expert though.
How did I fall for pizza? On the road and on the subway train when I used to live in New York. I passed way to many pizza shops and tried way to many kinds. While attending Mount Vernon High, and even from Middle School at Franko, the kids always saved up to buy a slice and I started doing the same.
No you don't understand, how could you?... to be in school all day, and then come out with two dollars or three dollars and get a nice slice of the cheesy thing, that was on point. Quenching the belly. Oregano, and peppers sprinkled if necessary on top, sometimes I went without the added stuff. So it became one of my favorite dishes.
Sish - short for favorite dish.
Don't forget to bless your food by saying grace, before during or after works just fine.
Yours truly stalk-like until next blog
Your Infinity Gal but you don't know me
No. I'm not actually writing a book "of Talp" per se, or I might. But not now, these few sentences are for my blog. And no, I didn't get religious on you, I'm spiritual. There is a slight difference in my opinion. By the way, thanks for reading! I've listed the below as zeroes because its all one thing I'm trying to say in as many ways as I can without listing them in "numbers." Let's get started...
0) First and foremost, power be to God, power be to Jesus Christ, power be to the Holy Ghost. Amen.
0) Jesus Christ is holy, his words are holy, his life is holy.
0) Jesus Christ, whom God sent, is a life giver and is to be praised forever.
0) We communicate with God, through prayers, and his son Jesus Christ.
0) Blessed be the sacrifice of the Lamb of God.
0) The birds and all living creatures, praise be to God.
0) God is the true judge of mankind eternally.
0) God will never forsake his righteous.
0) God is bountiful.
0) God is merciful.
0) God is life.
0) God is the beginning, the end, the air we breathe as in the book of Genesis.
0) God will deliver those who praise and remember him as the creator of all things.
0) God is ever present and omnipresent.
0) I Tracy, accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior forever.
0) There is none other like God Almighty, who sees all things, who knows all things living or non-living.
0) God loves to love as in the book of Solomon.
0) In order to be saved, we must accept Jesus Christ as God's son eternally, who walked this earth and died for us all.
0) None can surpass Jesus Christ, the son of God.
0) God the father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit are three and one.
0) God can give and God can take away.
0) God is compassionate.
0) God is a miracle.
0) God is magic.
0) God is the tempest of the storm and the eye in the hurricane.
0) God is the wave of the seas, the soil that forged our bodies, and the blood in us.
0) God is the blood of Jesus Christ, and Jesus Christ is the crusade through the power of God always.
0) God lets.
0) God remains.
0) Jesus Arches the Cross.
0) Mother Mary is the Saint mother of Jesus.
0) Eve in the beginning is the mother of humanity.
0) Adam is the father of humanity.
0) Cain, Abel and Seth are our brothers.
0) We must always strive to love and offer peace.
0) God cannot exist in a heart that forbids his presence.
0) If you are not for Jesus Christ, God cannot accept you, for Jesus Christ is God, the Cross is God, and is Jesus's burden for us. To reject the cross, is to reject God, there are no exceptions.
0) Joseph is a Saint and is the father of Jesus Christ.
0) All living things are of God.
0) Some living things are different.
0) Some living things vary.
0) One cannot serve two Gods, for there is only one God of all.
0) Blessed be the Saints that encompass one and all generations forever and 1ne3rinity. (New word alert) 1ne3rinity- pronounced "One Trinity," for three to one and one to three, refers to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit as three and one. Other ways to pay Homage to God the Father, God the Son & God the Holy Ghost are a) Uantrinity b) One3rinity c) won3rinity d) uan3rinity and e) huan3rinity. Also take note of these other important terms, 1) AscSeven or 2) Asc7ven, refers to our Ascended Masters.
0) Blessed be all the angels and Arch from the beginning of time forever and Uantrinity.
0) Blessed be the prophets from beginning of time to end forever to which there is no end.
0) Blessed be the life that extends from God, through to this earth and all earths that are not like ours, all suns, all moons, all solar systems, this galaxy and all galaxies which are endless, all moons, all stars, all gods and goddesses, all gases, all dust, all methane substances, all minerals, all waters of life which God gave us, be blessed forever.
0) Blessed be the elements of plasma.
0) Blessed be rebirth and Noah, for God chose him.
0) Blessed be all sports and utilities, mobile and mobilized, burnt, sacred, alphabetical, numerical, philosophical, artistic, scientific, generational, trickled up and down forever.
0) Blessed be rational thoughts and all thought processes given to us, gravely anecdotes, senses and feelings through the power of God forever and Uantrinity.
0) Blessed be our garments all, and our food which we give or sell, upward bound we exist through the grace of God.
0) Closing with Saint Matthew for now.
Was the above a lot to read? I think so? Just incase we get tired during the middle of the week, this just might be food for thought. Now … if you don't understand some of the things I say on my blog, its cool, let go and let God. Peace.
Tracy Ann Lisa.
Here are some new terms that might not exist:
Term number 1.
Devirticate: Discovering how to tap into your biological reserves and inner stratus. Did you get that? me neither. So lets break down was is devirticating? turns out most of life is trial and error. We are born in sin and shaped in iniquity, so to devirticate, is to mobilize all you know and all you have discovered about yourself, and use it to levitate your thought processes and inner splendid. Rise above the norm, that way you can use devirticating to alleviate the let downs and set backs in your daily lives.
Term number 2.
Your inner unification personified. A combination of strengthening your inner core values, your inner ventriculars, moving your outer and inner divine into one action conditioning system that works for you.
Doubts? Doubts in Jesus Christ? Doubts in your sexuality? Doubts in your marriage? Doubts in yourself? Doubts are extremely common. It is a mirage if you will, designed to conceal your true identity. I can't tell you how to get rid of it or how to let it go as it exists for a reason for all of us. It exists to help you find your journey. Your doubts are apart of your journey just as my previous unbelief was a part of mine. If you find you can't get past your doubts about something, its not meant for you to get past it at this particular point in time, all you have to do is let it rest and come back to it some other time when you feel strong enough to challenge it. Don't wait forever, your past left, your future isn't here yet, you just simply have your strengthliss and a combination of other elements you can develop and use to benefit you on your spiritual journey.
Seek prayer and meditation. Reach for a little time as continued doubts means you are simply not ready to open yourself up to your divinity and inner universe. Here are some activities you can use to help you advance through doubts and obstacles.
Walks, walk your dog, pet your cat, sit by a tree, walk on grass barefoot, (bare feet), drink more water for cleansing, practice make-up and fashion skills, paint, draw, sketch, develop a new hobby, pottery, baking, cooking, ride a bike, snow mobile, ski, join a gym, swim, jog, try tennis, visit your family, call your family, talk to your friend, send a gift, stream a video, listen to music, read, read some more, visit your favorite social media, have a drink (responsibly and moderately please, do not over indulge and then say I told you to do so, please be responsible with your extracurricular activities), write, watch tv, preferable something that pleases you and lifts your spirit as there are plenty to choose from, buy yourself something, grocery shop, sing, do poetry, exercise, waste time, sleep, rest some more.
Three bible verses to remember that can lift your spirits:
1) Psalms 11:1
2) Psalms 18:2
3) Saint Matthew 5:9
I'll end here.
No, I don't sit home and come up with my ideas sometimes for my blog, I go out. You should too. It's great to see and meet people, you simply never know who you can help just by smiling, waving or being. So.................................
Here are new terms if you happen to read my blog.
Term number (1)
Blendskidzt: The act of combining composed thoughts. It's a little difficult, but a reliable way to slow down and sift through all that goes on around us.
This exercise requires meditation, and yes, I combine my meditation with prayer always. Just because I am a secular artist does not mean I don't pray or meditate, in fact, I do more of one or both almost everyday.
This is how great our universe is, we are all universally cinematic. We are the same, but essentially different. How so? How are we of the same human race but vitally different? If I could answer that, I wouldn't write it anyway.
That's right, I'd keep it to myself and let you the reader guess. The truth is, there is no one answer, there are hundreds if not thousands of ways to answer this important question.
We are not meant to know the answers to everything, we are, in my opinion meant to live life and enjoy what the world has to offer as humanely and as rightly as possible.
The truth is, we are not supposed to have the answer for that except by faith. In each strand of our DNA, we each generate unique supposed thoughts.
Some of us have an over stimuli of thoughts, hence attention deficit, which can mean, you just might be smarter than your average peer, but don't take my word for it, its just my opinion.
I don't take my thoughts for granted, I used to. Now that I have three kids, am a mother/parent, everything has to be done, for me by the grace of God and for my family and children. There is a very special reason for the way I generate my thoughts and express them on my blog.
I believe the universe is skilled and diversifies it's intelligence, and no one person can carry the tremendous burden of coming up with everything all at once. That's why there is an endless stream of life cycles.
When I say combine composed thoughts, if you get stuck in your process, (and everyone's process is different), and you're looking for answers, switch gears, you have to find your own gear, the one that works for you. No one can do that for you. You'll find in life, no one can find your answers for you, the best guru can even point the way only as Jesus did. You have to take the next steps to find eternal peace of mind yourself.
Use different mechanics, thought compression and thought reorganization, for this I call it mindsmyzing, the next term.
Mindsmyzing: The act of compressing a myriad of thoughts into one doable breakdown. One that works for you and your agenda. Also try astral physics, as in elevate your objectives beyond your normal limits. Just like bench pressing, you go heavier and you do more to get the best benefits, so it is with your mind and thoughts.
I use art in everything I do, as in my writing and my music to give to you and myself. I feel it is the only true way an artist can reach the pinnacle of their art form.
Itemize your ironing, as in, iron out or figure out where it is you are trying to get as an individual in your journey, replace your priorities with lifestyle deductibles, use a list, journal, music, writing....wait.....that's me.....you'll need to find or create your own itemized list of deductible priorities. What do you want most out of life? My answer to this for myself...is a positive difference in everyday life anyway I can reach this in order with divine flow.
The whole point of this wordy blog, is so you do not give up your dreams no matter what anyone tells you, or what is thrown in your way. You are a free spirit and no one can take that away from you, that isn't my promise, it's God's promise when you were born on this planet. You just lost the path once, and the universe gives you countless opportunities to find it again. Be strong in your faith and belief in yourself.
Peeps, if you visit my blog, then you know the take away from me is always to maintain your positive vibes and protect it. Vibes clash all the times, but it is truly our individual responsibilities to let that be what it is. Since we can't see vibes, we have to suffice that we know its there working for us. That's the best way I can say that. So, I've derived another word.... yeah....
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The act or vibing of rumerating your inner greatness, obsession with your inner opulence.
Let's talk about my take on depression which may come off weird to you the reader. We've all had it, heard it, know what it is slightly or are experts in the feeling. It's actually another way to describe unexplained, or explained sadness. Sometimes it runs way too deep, sometimes its shallow. It's most prominent, when we are out of "sync."
Right before we get depressed, we experience an inner shock of hopelessness.
Well, hopelessness exists for a reason. It is the polar opposite of my inner "opulentic." The causes for hopelessness can be inner or outer or both. Sometimes we don't know what it is exactly, or why we are depressed. If you don't know why you are depressed, it's because you don't want to know, or it's simply not meant for you to know. Which leads to the next questionable phase of depression, how do we over come it?
From a spiritual standpoint, it's a test from the universe in my opinion, as I am not a doctor, I can only speak from my own spiritual perspective. So, my job for me when I find that my inner opulence have been derided somehow, is to find a way to cut through it. Even if I can't get rid of it right away....what's around it? What's beyond it? Can I delay the feeling so I'm not enveloped by it? So that it doesn't become apart of my make-up for too long?
How many ways can I vanquish the cloud of any hopelessness that threatens my opulentic?
It's true medications help. For me, meditation is just as good and can be combined with medicine. For me prayer can be combined with meditation and medicine. Whatever you need to take you to the next level above the cloud, its worth a shot.
I've derived opulentic as a stepping stone for vibe which can be friend or foe to you. Our surroundings every day deals us negative and positive charges. Only you can decide which one you feed. It's okay to feed both by the way, but in my opinion so long as you aren't physically harming yourself and others.
It is probably wise to choose a dominant force in your life. I'm slightly obsessed with greatness. Greatness comes in every way even if you don't see it right away. Revelations of greatness comes to you when you are ready to accept it, not before because the source of greatness does not force you to accept it. It just is.
There is no such thing as chasing greatness in my sphere of opulentic. My take, is that you simply do not have to chase something that's already in you. We were born in sin and shaped in iniquity, which means essentially, we came into this world perfect. If you have lost your inner opulentic, understand the following three terms below:
2) Unconditional Love
Way to go! Does that sound simple? well not so fast. Try maintaining all three at any given time, and you will find (50x50) more terms to derail you in your spiritual journey.
That's why this blog is here, so you can come back and read and don't forget that I told you so. That's why I write these things, so you know you are not alone, none of us are, if we were then this wouldn't be called life, it would be called something else.
What do I mean by that? By "I told you so," you can feed both the negative and positive charges, but only you can choose your dominant force, and there are plenty, countless, almost never ending tools for you to fight depression with your opulentics. Remember the three terms above, as simple as they sound they are absolutely necessary tools for overcoming the harshest of obstacles. That's exactly what I mean.
As you move further and further away from depression, you need to pat yourself on the back for your bravery. Do not make a habit of neglecting yourself, its okay to do so occasionally where family and other businesses are concerned, but at the end of the day, take care of the spirit that resides inside of you. Learn to work with what you have.
Give to yourself, that way it will be easier for you to give to others, why is it easier for you to give to others after you have given to yourself? The answer in my stratus, is because you get a positive boost from the act of loving and giving to yourself, it can then become habitual, for you to be okay with giving back or giving to others. Take a break, so necessary. Do you think you can stay away for one year without rest? Rest is necessary, as we are a driven race, driven to over achieve.
Why do we over achieve? Because at some juncture, something leveled your opulentic, and you thought your achievements were not good enough, when in fact they always were. Test your strength by taking all I have said here, and apply if necessary or just read for your pleasure.
My summer was type "aight." Actually, I've been more than blessed. I can't elaborate on the reasons, but the one thing I've dealt with is writer's "block," which I will term 'vyzziblock' and use interchangeably.
Vyzziblock: An artist's vision block or writer's block. A term used to describe the artist's state of motivation or plausible state of mind during art-forming.
Vyzziblock can be the artist's perpetual condition if we let it. To me, it means I have locked or have blocked myself. There are a myriad of reasons your vision for your art can be blocked.
If you allow yourself to be blocked, you may have unfinished business in your peripheral cognizance. Can be a dozen things. Blocks can be inner, outer or a combination of the two.
How do you over come it? I don't know exactly, I can tell you what I have tried. First, I try to let blocks exist as minimally as possible for me as an artist, I see blocks as art that's trying to make sense.
That's one way I deal with it. No matter what obstacles I face, I cannot consider that God gave me my art and talents just so I can block my own vision and its the same way for you. I'm no one special. I'm as special as you or any one else.
Suppose my block insists, its going no where, and no matter what...I will be blocked. Nothing will come out. No art, no words...blank, to that...I'll um.....go ahead and wait for it to comprehend in whatever way it can, that humanity cannot be blocked or stalled.
If we could be and that was the case, none of us would be here. One reason for this is the volatility of our existence. In my opinion we are not designed to be held back as a race no matter what you perceive, but possible, maybe some times to be delayed.
If I belong to the human race and I do, and have all the human attributes, then that means, a block has no power over me. You can let this philosophy work for you but at the end of the day talk is cheap, you have to find your own system.
There are many systems out there but words and talk are guides, you have to pull freedom from blocks out of yourself, no one can do it for you. Its your art after all.
Once you are free to think this way or you have come a long enough way where blocks can no longer apply to your state of mind, then you have un-locked just a smaller part of the fraction you thought you had figured out.
The truth of the matter is life enjoys throwing the blocks and challenges at you so it can watch you chicken out. Blocks hope you fail so it can win. If you are the artist of your own destiny, then a vyzziblock should only slow you down temporarily or not at all, but do acknowledge it as its there for a reason.
You do not need to acknowledge the reasons as much as you need to acknowledge the block itself first. Just remember not to let your blocks become apart of your make-up, or you risk making vyzziblock a habit.
Here is the other thing about vyzziblock. Can you believe it can actually be a good thing? If you find it to be a frustration, it's because you have somehow elected not to listen to your art, your inner-self and what it's trying to tell you.
Vyzziblock can creep right up on you. Its like a feeling you get where you think, or perceive you have nothing to give for the moment. I assure you it's the furthest thing from the truth, because if you are apart of the human genetic code, then you know there is always always something for you to give.
Blocks can be multilayered, meaning you can't find exactly which block is preventing your art from shining. When you find that patches are missing from your glory, leave it alone. Its just not ready for you, or you aren't ready for it, or it's not meant for you.
You can piece together as many strings in the universe of your life as you can, but if you find there are missing pieces, why chase them? Its your life, if its ready for you, it will come back to you with extra lessons.
Over coming blocks can take time, breakthroughs can surface at any time, it just means you should move away for the time being and deal with a more readily accepting version of yourself, then make that be your break through for your block.
In turn, you are led through journey after journey until you find your way back to what matters the most. You, and what you've got going that takes you into what I like to call "positive vibes."
Happy Monday Everyone! I have to say, flowers and roses seem to often be overlooked. Not here though. Right now, I give you and me this.
The flower is also for my dog. Her name is Cypress. I named her that because I thought it was just right for her. She has come such a long way. At first she ran away a lot, like a lot. It took me a year or more for her to be comfortable enough to have me open the gate and not bolt. I'm sure its still tempting for her, she's a rescue dog. She's four years old this year.
When I was a child in Jamaica, we had so many dogs, four main ones, so home for us was never dull. Its still a working progress. So this flower, if she ever gets lost, represents her and her majestic breed, which is German mixed with Husky. She sheds a lot, but its her thing. I accept that.
Greetings. I just want to warn you that this post will be short. Its a "spontane" post. Unplanned. Just like us. We're unplanned. But we're here nonetheless in this century. Life is a beautiful thing.
I know what you are probably thinking..... that your life is crappy so I need to shut up....but shut doesn't go up only, it goes in all different directions if that's what you desire.
If I say, we frustrate our own divine potential...I'd be quoting a spiritual advisor.
Lets talk about the S word briefly.
I am going to give you my definition of it, other than the general definitions out there. There are many. Sometimes this word can be misconstrued.
I'm not going to say in my definition, rather for me... to be spiritual is to be able to access the inner "real" you. As simple as that. Its not an imagined perspective. What you get is as real as your person. If you can somehow learn to do that, the world becomes clearer.
There are many ways to access the inner real you, and many ways to destroy the potential to access the inner real you. I have to admit no one can do it for you.
Here is one thing. Its a process. It took me thirty eight years and I'm still not there. In my theoretical opinion, the universe is limitless, but we are not designed to know just how limitless it is.
I've already tried to get ahead of this theory and have failed. I can't really explain how that works. Rather, I will say this, its individuality plus your journey, and everyone's journey is unique.
Here is another thing I have found, just personally on my journey. You cannot choose it. It chooses you. When it does, you may not even understand it. You may find that you think you are completely crazy, that no one would ever believe you or take you seriously.
Except, its still looming, and once it chooses you, you cannot escape it, or at least that's my opinion. Think of it as an entity on its own, but from your inside. It rears itself during a special circumstance, it could be a crisis, a tragedy or something so profound, you fear you have lost yourself and you can never regain it. This is not true at all. But I can't explain it to you why its not true, because then, I would be telling you about my journey and again, it doesn't work like that as everyone's journey is unique, like your DNA.
You didn't loose yourself. You do not have to believe in it right away. However, you will find that it will find its own way into your life by accident. And it "ain't" accident per say, its purposefully.
It was always that way for all of us, we just came into this planet and got a myriad of things thrown at us. Like you went to school and someone made fun of your skin, your hair, that stuck....you don't know how to unstuck it, so it sort of becomes real in your mind when its not, its just another unworthy opinion from someone who projected that insecurity unto you and like a sponge, you absorbed and believed it when you shouldn't have. Why did you believe it? Because no one was there to tell you at the time it wasn't true.
You think because of one simple comment, you are unworthy to be loved, or for the divine masters to notice you. Well, I'm telling you now it wasn't true. You or I cannot escape our divinity, if we could, then why are we here? Exactly.....there is no explanation other than that the spiritual powers only reveal to you what it desires.
Sometimes, you have to take it easy. If you don't you can confuse yourself, and then you start doubting yourself. Not a good position to be in when trying to access the strengths inside yourself.
If you are intending to become spiritual, or attempting to find peace in anyway....no one can do it for you. You have to be open, you have to find your own limitlessness.....its okay to have a guide. Mine, there is only one. You already may surmise who he is. I have already spoken his name several times on my blog, that has not changed and it never will.
Its absolutely okay to take it easy on yourself, even question your heart. Suppose you think, you have no heart left, try your gut, listen to that, which is your heart coming through a different channel that's just my opinion.
I'm still trying to figure out if my heart can be wrong, I'll suffice it to say no. Mine cannot, I truly feel this way, it took a long time for me to get here, so I cannot then turn around and tell my heart "Yeah your done you led me astray" The reason is because, whatever your heart chose, you needed that in whatever stage of life you are at, if its a good place or a bad place, I assure you I believe its the same thing, its just that the spectrum is a little different, or maybe the times have changed.
We were all born elevated. So if you got lost, believe that you can and will and deserve to find your way again to whatever and wherever your spirituality leads.
Peace and love.
Have you visited this blog before? If so, then you know that I have no set special day to post thoughts or musings. I do so at the behest of the heartstrings. If I am to write I will, and if I have nothing to give, then I can't write. This post will be short.
What is Thought "Refinition" ?
If "Refinition" isn't a word already, it is now. For me and the purposes of this blog.
To understand what thought refinition is in my mind, you would have to understand how fragile and limited we are as a race. You can try to elevate your race, you can try to define who you are through the color of your skin and make a huge deal about it forever if that is your wish....
Notice I said "forever".... Not just today or tomorrow but for all time. That is refinition that you are practicing in my opinion. You have decided to wake up, and expound on your thoughts.
You have decided to define yourself by you skin and its complexities, furthermore, you told someone, who told someone else, now everyone knows and you just don't care. That's blatant refinition.
You've already inserted your language in your genetic coding. Its all over you. And you should be proud because at least you stand for something. Good or bad. Want everyone to know you are Black or White, Indian or Spanish? Good, by way of having to say or remind anyone of your race, you have elected to refine the conversation around something you think is important to you. Again. Good.
Next, here is another example of why I call this "refinition," You have said or done something you consider to be less than ideal, or maybe you did or said something that you think is ideal, but someone else doesn't....still you refuse to change your position....did you know that that was okay? All ways.
How do you define something bad or good? You refine in your own way and make a call for yourself... we do this unconsciously every single day.
We ourselves at this point in time is our truest...and still, there is always room for "refinition." We refine our art, (like me) art is wide...it can't be contained, I am not sure if art can be wrong, the only time I can consider it to be wrong is if it hurts other people...like your fellow neighbors....friends....family.....and even so....we are still in "refinition." We do not purposely and consciously choose hurt. I have to believe this, or else I'm screwed.
Did you learn something yesterday or the day before? every language, every reason, everything you touch or hold, can be refined.
There are currently in my mind two ways to think of something....good, bad, for me there is no in between its either or. You can refine either though.
However you process a situation, try to take it apart and refine it. We as humans should always be in a state of constant refinition or, I feel we become stuck.
Once your stuck, that's pretty much it. Why? Because you've created for yourself a reason to stay "unrefined," that mindset takes a wallop to break, you become a refinition of repetition. If you are okay with that, then you get to miss out on things that really matter because you are too busy repeating and refining your stuck.
If I am to be "refinition," then I must forge that with some type of positivity. The polar opposite of that is negative....did you know that that was okay too? Negative charges eventually find its way back to a positive charge. Back and forth. The only thing that can break this cycle, is to not break it, but to refine it, so you can get to a place where the charges work better for you whether you are on the negative or positive side of it.
Refine your thoughts.
Refine your goals.
Refine your engine.
The oil guys already know how important "refinition" is.
Refine your melody.
Refine your decisions.
Refine your choices.
Refine your chaos.
Refine your suffering.
Refine your struggle.
Refine your lyrical life.
Refine your painting.
Refine your poetry.
Refine your voice.
Refine your spirit.
Refine your wine.
Refine your career (I didn't say get rid of it, just refine it and see if it still works for you, if it does, refine it some more so it can work better for you).
Refine your love, (That's already solid, it just is and can't be anything else, but still it can be refined into its purest form. I call that bliss but you can have another name for it if you want.)
Refine your hope, (This one's so worth it. When hope is refined, your heart can burst, not literally, but its just a feeling you get, that all is well somehow and you can't explain it so there is no need to explain it.)
Refine your motives.
Refine your technology.
Refine your peace and prosperity. (Did you get lost somewhere in time where you thought prosperity is gone? It isn't....all you have to do is refine it so you can get to another kind of prosperity.)
Refine your skills.
Refine your drive.
Refine your calculations.
Refine your questions.
The last refinition here is going to be your answers. So refine your answers to your own questions you are asking. Add your own thoughts in whatever way you can if you read this, think about the things you need to refine. If you have nothing to refine, I cannot speak for you. My work has to speak for me and I let it.
Truly, next time though.
If you listen to my music or check out my blog, this will be a different blog for you and me. This is random stuff. I've attributed it to something that I'm going to term "Thoughtdits."
Random thoughts (Thoughtdits). Let me explain how this will work. Each line, each number represents words or a thought that I have in the moment. Something that came to mind, I'll put it down then try to explain with an answer. The answers, or the way this is written might not take a hold for you. Like I said they are random.
1) Random ..... Something occurs, because it does.
2) Escape ..... You can't and I can't. Why would you bother to try? You try because you can't escape sunlight, or air.
3) Peace commitment ..... Are we at peace, within us that is, are you at peace? Why not? You don't even need to answer, because I don't have an answer for you either.
4) Pagan ..... I don't know how to define that term.
5) Placate ..... So you want what? Nothing? neither do I. There is nothing to placate.
6) Crocs ..... slippers or an actual crocodile? I'm not telling you.
7) Shrug ..... Its best at times, especially while doing laundry. (I'm a mom, laundry is a part of the genetic code).
8) Porridge ..... Cornmeal hello, like Goldilocks; she liked it, and we made the best porridge when I was a kid. Milky, creamy and everything in between with a little cinnamon and it has to be a little sweet with no lumps. Cornmeal also, is good for your facial routine if you don't have Noxzema.
9) Later ..... The opposites are earlier, or on time, which gives you two opposites. That just proves it doesn't have to be one opposite all the time even though I accept one most of the times.
10) Pluses ..... Do you know what you have to do to form a plus. Good luck.
11) Fifty Shades ..... Of religion which I don't even see how that works. There are many religions, too many shades of it. So wot? Live.
12) Visit .... Only earth, because that's where we are. Got something to say? Just look. Explore to your heart's content safely and in prayers, that is my wish for you and myself.
13) Notoriety ..... youme or you then me or me then you. Take care now.
14) Spectator ..... Obviously, only time can tell if we spectate. Put some flowers on that.
15) Pyrotechnics ..... Puleeze, who knows. Lights, action, leave that cam back there so you check on it never.
16) Styrofoam ..... makes noise when you voice or touch it. I think, so don't take my word for it.
17) Lashes ..... Could be that's hair.
18) 180 degrees ..... Whats that? I thought there was a 360 degrees ( I told you these were random thoughts).
19) Tarp ..... Is that a cover? Or is that a message? Forget it.
20) Last ..... This is the last numbered random thought, not your average avatar, but not my last numbered random "thoughtdit."
Lets move on to a few letters, something worthwhile because numbers are just as important.
a) Name and blame ..... cut that out! Whats your deal? Live, why can't you just remember something so simple, even though I forget things all the time, still.
b) Cradle and saddle ..... These are obviously two different words I just wanted to list them.
c) Mode and abode.... Anything you want is yours technically speaking, but we know that's not entirely true.
d) Surround and abound ..... Why would you not? abound. You're brilliant. Save some for you me them.
e) Choice and foist ..... come hither, but you better stay put from where you are at, or else nothing.
f) Far and tar ..... Far is far, tar is black, its thick and hot, its a natural resource. Natural resources are so important. Why are they important? No you didn't ask that? I was expecting you to know this fact, its important so leave it at that.
g) Deck and check ..... You can card this, casino this if you want which I don't even make up. What I really want you to do is check, check that you are well. Be well, not the one with water, just actual health well.
Now lets start backwards of the alphabet.
z) Z ..... Literal. Do this at night-time, relax, stay true, elevate your state, not the country state, not your red state, not your blue state, just your state "Of....."
y) Whyyyyyeeeee ..... I'm hoping Y comes before Z, but if you turn it around you see that Z actually can be first, it isn't of course. That's too bago short for badgood.
x) Hexagon ..... To many sides, too many.
w) Again ..... (W)hyyyyeee, ain't that how that's pronounced? not in my opinion.
After W, what's next?
T) Toll boot, could be that is booth.
L) Lacking doesn't mean material always.
7) Try always because its all you can do.
50) Random as "Fu" ................ ture. Not the curse word. It can't be on here, only in my art, it will possibly show up but I don't need it to make a point. Neither do you. That's why it isn't necessary for it to be here. It can however be in many other places. You decide where you want that for yourself.
Scientific) Exactly, random. Lots of things start with S.
Production) Largely about the generation of ideas, just like this blog and your blog, this work and your work. My thing and your thing. All the same but with different uptakes. Here's an idea for instance, I will cook at some point but not sure when. Get that? Even if you don't cook, someone mentioned it to you back there somewhere, now you know cooking starts with a C, I'm sure I didn't need to tell you that.
The point I'm trying to make is, be okay with your random thought processes, you need them. They can't exist without you. Mine can't exist without me. That's why I wrote this blog like this. You might find it weird, or even ridiculous but again, just words and random thoughts, this is what makes up creativity. Creativity is a huge word. It's like a pall, you can't get rid of it, its what makes us up.
My name is Tracy and welcome to my site and blog page. Thanks for stopping by. On this page I will try to catalogue some things or pivotal moments I feel have made me who I am. There may even be moments that are not so pivotal but more like a muse, a funny memory or otherwise. Be warned though, I may take things off, I may re-edit or remove things. If you happen to read something and it isn't here anymore, its because I am either re-editing, or getting ready to add something else. Also, some of the things I say on here may be understandable and some may not, and sometimes I may not blog or add anything for a while. It's okay with me if you don't understand me or what I write, I mean no ill will in my words or what I write so don't take it personal if it offends you that's just not my aim. My blog or this page is created for me, and for my fans or anyone who wants to come on here and read what I write.